PM in Gotcha Call?

 Say whaaaaaaaaat? Perdana Menteri / Prime Minister / Datuk Seri Najib was on the Gotcha Call this morning?!!

Haha. I might have been a LIL' bit exaggerating coz I didn't sound nothing like this (naah) when I first found out about it. In fact, I was indifferent. Like duhhh I couldn't care less-lah. So, share your thoughts about this!

PS: That is if you have listened to it. But if you haven't, worry you not. Just click on this link!

PPS: Terms and conditions applied

PPPS: Im hungry yaw.

Man! T'was ________ (fill in the blank with any kind of adjective which you think truly reflects the whole situation).

We'll Be A Dream

It was Sunday morning; a typical Sunday morning. I woke up to my alarm with a feeling of great annoyance for it had interrupted me from a wonderful dream. I was. There were. Good Lord, it has just been a few seconds and I can’t even recall what the dream was. Oh God. Maybe, just maybe it was about the world has become a better place. Or maybe NigaHiga came to Malaysia and I stood a chance to meet him in person. Damn that was good. Or maybe I hit a jackpot and quit medical school and lived happily ever after? Nah, let’s not talk about this. This isn’t what I wanted to share with you. After all, it was just a dream.

After making my bed and doing my laundry, I decided to play Free Cell while listening to the songs on my laptop. I so wanted to beat my own record which was 17 wins in a row. One win, two wins, three wins, four wins, wow, so far so great, but not for long. Not until I was too caught up with emotions when ‘We’ll be a dream’ by Demi Lovato feat. We The Kings was played.

Somehow my view started getting blurry and the position of my room changed. Out of nowhere appeared another single bed on my right and the mini ceiling fan grew larger to normal size and my 3-in-1 table seemed to be dragged further away from me. The cheap tiles changed to marbled ones and most of the miscellaneous stuff on the floor disappeared. The lighting of my room also changed. Somehow it got brighter and I could swear to God that I heard birds chirping and it felt familiar! It felt like its where I once belonged. I was getting nervous. Call it palpitations, tachycardia, tremor or whatever you want; I just knew that my heart was not in peace. Then, my nostrils caught something familiar too. Instead of the Lavender AirWick Air Freshener that I’m currently using, it was the scent of my room of my previous house. Good Lord, I was taken to January 2011! Well, not literally but still.

Have you ever experienced this? Not exactly like this. Duh. But you know, when you were listening to this one particular old favorite song of yours, and then you were taken to the month of the year in which you were so addicted to listening to it. Have you? I always get that. Sometimes it brings tears to my eyes. Sometimes, laughter. Nevertheless, it always brings back memories. Be it good ones or bad ones. 

LESS THAN THREE

I think I owe a huge apology to my dear friend for leaving him behind for quite some time. How cruel. Well, I'm sorry for abandoning you, Ohblogwani. Pwned!


I have a new hobby. and a new boyfriend. Well basically my new boyfriend is my new hobby. Geddit? He is *drumrolls* HIGANIGA!! Oh My God. He is super cute and funny and random and creative and Japanese and wait have I mentioned funny? Utterly funny! Epic funny. Sumpah funny! (Ok ok, i geddit, Wani). I finished watching all his vlogs in just one day kot! It was addictive that I couldn't stop. and wouldn't too. 


I wonder where have I been, man. He was there all these while but I just discovered him like what three days ago? Shame shame. Anyhoo for those who is as pathetic a person as I was (for not knowing of HigaNiga aka Ryan's existence), please, PLEASE check out his channel in YouTube. What? Too lazy to search for him? Oh my child -,-". Fine fine, here's the link. my new boyfriend :)

TEEHEE


<3 less than three

Clinique Perfume

And I can still smell your perfume. 

Clinique. 

Sad? Heartbroken? Confused? 

I can't even tell the difference.

But what I'm certain of is that I really did enjoy your presence today. 

The moment I saw you, my heart started to skip a beat or two. 

And I can feel those butterflies in my stomach. Again.

You are handsome to me. 

You are my Bill Kaulitz.

And Im just a regular girl.

I became worried, and started to talk funny.

I became nervous, and almost hit a car in front of me. 

I felt appreciated, that you wanted to spend some time with us.

I was buoyed up, all day long.

Tried to delay some time before we said goodbye, yes I did.

I drove as slowly as possible,

I hit the brake when I saw green light,

and I wore my shades, just to cover my red eyes. 

Clinique. 

New spirit for the new phase!

Phase 2 is a real deal. Hella tough and challenging, yet interesting! I've got to finally learn the clinical stuff (after two long agonizing years full with memorizing facts and facts and facts alone). Its not about putting on your white coat and walking in it with such poise and pride all around the hospital (Oh, I forgot to mention the dangling-stethoscope part). Haha. No. Its actually about the curiosity that will envelope you before the doctor comes and starts the lecture. Lub dub lub dub. You'll be wondering what the hell you're gonna see/learn today. Labor case perhaps? (I cant wait to see it live actually). Plus, this is the time where you'll get the chance to be scolded by the doctor in front of everyone (patients, nurses, your group mates, hospital staff and patients' relatives). Ugh if only I don't have class at 8 am tomorrow, I'd definitely go on and on about this just so you'll know what it really is about. Anyhoo I bet you can always google it up. LOLs.

ANGER

Anger is red danger,
but a familiar stranger.


So it came as no surprise,
at the times I have paid the price
more than the usual thrice,
before becoming very wise.


The judge said,
I should have been put in a cage,
if one considers all the damage,
I brought on with my rage.


I knew,
my anger was unreasonable,
my anger was invicible,
my anger was uncontrollable,
but still very reversible.


You see,
In anger I always surrender,
to the pressure I am under.


In anger, I ungaciously lose,
to the one I righteously accuse.


In anger, I immoderately protest,
instead of letting things rest.
then trying responsibly to digest,
and deal with issues best.


So I say, so I say,
anger does not pay,
anger does not stay,
delay it from display,
in time it will go away.


Now I know that,
anger does not pay,
anger does not stay,
calmness you should play,
before you begin to fall astray.

Miserable me

I feel so sorry; for being such a burden for you. 

I feel so guilty; for not being up to your expectation.

I know I don't deserve any of these.

But I was too caught up with the other things,

I got astray and now am navigating myself to the right path.

Promise you, I will be better.

Promise you, I will not fail you.

Promise you, I will keep these promises.

I love you ayah, mama and all siblings!