I love making friends. I really do. And my personality changes according to the companion that Im with. Its not like Im being hypocrite. No. And its not like I dont have my own identity that I have to conform to the stereotypes they have defined for me. Hell no. Its just that I wanna keep that friendship lasts as long as possible. In order to make it happen, I have to refine myself each time I meet new friends, and slowly reveal the real me but will hide some if they cant tolerate those qualities of mine. Isnt that simple?
Sometimes, we argue and we manage to settle the problems. But there are times when we argue and end up never talk to each other anymore. Much worse if we still are studying at the same place. Its like 'Hey, Wanie is there! Im gonna say hi to her'. Then u head to her direction and come to a complete halt once u remember 'Ops, who is Wani? Not in my whole entire life have I known anyone named Wani.'.
Sad aint it? Speaking from experience, it is not that enjoyable to let your ego in the way. It tortures me how we don't talk much anymore. Worse, its killing me how we dont talk at all anymore. -_-"
I miss Nikki a lot. :(
Baby come back to me (nyanyi segedik Vanessa nyanyi).....
And to all of you, I would like to dedicate one song to u all.
Demi Lovato : Gift of a friend....