current issues? hehe

oh god. i have no idea how that happened. was it really my fault? can i relive it? how on earth can i possibly mend or correct it? so that i can live my life peacefully. so that i can breathe in and parade around the college with a sense of poise and serenity. i would trade anything in this world for it. but i know that i just cant. no matter how many galleons of tears that i shed, how suffocated and fucked up i am, and how miserable my life has become, i just still cant make it happen. what i can do now is just to pray to Allah, to give me courage and endurance to go thru' all these. ya allah, please help me.

can i just quit studies and marry Bill Kaulitz? 

IPOH is damn hot lately! believe it or not, the temperature is 35 degrees. its a melting season, people.. haha. but seriously, it is so hot. its like living in an oven. while typing this, im actually sweating like a pig. urghhh.. panas panas. muz b bcoz of the oxygen, blackforest n all those night clubs that we have in IPOH. those sinful places to b blamed. haha

btw, i found my diaries just now, n went thru' it one by one. oh am ji! i cant stop laughing my ass off coz it was daym funny! seriously. n i realized how stupid i was. haha.

n oh, the novice debate championship wasnt bad after all. we won 3 otta 5 rounds..
(shera, if u happen to b reading this, well, stop sniggering)... haha
and i got to meet cute guys there! but some of them are undeniably cocky, arrogant, vain, swollen-headed and annoying. coz they are Mr i-know-it-all. yeah. its A.N.N.O.Y.I.N.G... haha


these are the pictures that we took during the championship. enjoy it bebeh!

in baiti's car. on our way to KAYU to have our lunch.

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having breakfast together before going to UiTM

dinner after the 3rd round (day 1).

us at A&W

. the 6 debaters (me, dyra, didy, titi, bibi n nikki) + dya + 3 chaperons (miss akma, miss farah n en dasuki)

btw, im going back to MUAR tomorrow!! n for the first time, im going to drive my OWN car. im excited!!