New spirit for the new phase!

Phase 2 is a real deal. Hella tough and challenging, yet interesting! I've got to finally learn the clinical stuff (after two long agonizing years full with memorizing facts and facts and facts alone). Its not about putting on your white coat and walking in it with such poise and pride all around the hospital (Oh, I forgot to mention the dangling-stethoscope part). Haha. No. Its actually about the curiosity that will envelope you before the doctor comes and starts the lecture. Lub dub lub dub. You'll be wondering what the hell you're gonna see/learn today. Labor case perhaps? (I cant wait to see it live actually). Plus, this is the time where you'll get the chance to be scolded by the doctor in front of everyone (patients, nurses, your group mates, hospital staff and patients' relatives). Ugh if only I don't have class at 8 am tomorrow, I'd definitely go on and on about this just so you'll know what it really is about. Anyhoo I bet you can always google it up. LOLs.

ANGER

Anger is red danger,
but a familiar stranger.


So it came as no surprise,
at the times I have paid the price
more than the usual thrice,
before becoming very wise.


The judge said,
I should have been put in a cage,
if one considers all the damage,
I brought on with my rage.


I knew,
my anger was unreasonable,
my anger was invicible,
my anger was uncontrollable,
but still very reversible.


You see,
In anger I always surrender,
to the pressure I am under.


In anger, I ungaciously lose,
to the one I righteously accuse.


In anger, I immoderately protest,
instead of letting things rest.
then trying responsibly to digest,
and deal with issues best.


So I say, so I say,
anger does not pay,
anger does not stay,
delay it from display,
in time it will go away.


Now I know that,
anger does not pay,
anger does not stay,
calmness you should play,
before you begin to fall astray.

Miserable me

I feel so sorry; for being such a burden for you. 

I feel so guilty; for not being up to your expectation.

I know I don't deserve any of these.

But I was too caught up with the other things,

I got astray and now am navigating myself to the right path.

Promise you, I will be better.

Promise you, I will not fail you.

Promise you, I will keep these promises.

I love you ayah, mama and all siblings!

BUSY LIKE HELL. Tipu je!

Hey, long time no see! Ive been really busy lately. Ive even terminated my Facebook account as I found it really distracting *finally* Plus ma mother told me over the phone this evening that she thinks I go online too often. *Again, the benefit of having a cyber mom; she will always observe your cyber life and remind you if you seem to be addicted to it. Always* lols.

Well, final exams are just in a month. Ok, a month and a half. Pfft, what difference does it make? =X

Gotta admit that I have abandoned my studies for so long and now there is nothing i can do about it but to start doing some revision. Need not elaborate it, I suppose. *Sighs* Anyhoo you people pray for me, will you? 

May WaniSaadon and her classmates pass their second year final exam with flying colours... Amiiiiiiin ;)

Oh ya, we have found a new house! It is in Ipoh Jaya; 15 minutes driving distance from our College. And if I'm not mistaken, there are 5 traffic lights and 1 roundabout  along the way. It is cheap (and thanks mother, now I cant stop thinking what if my room is AWFULLY humid as the house is PROBABLY a low cost one.. tsk tsk) =.=" 

Its a double-storey house (probably a low cost one, according to my mother. Huwaaaaaaa!!), with 3 upstairs bedrooms and 2 bathrooms. The best part of it is that the living hall is really spacious! Andand, so is the kitchen! The rental is quite cheap (maybe thats why my mother claimed it as a low cost house. grrr~); its just for RM360 monthly. I hope this is the best for us. And I pray to Allah that He will protect us and the house 24/7. Amiiiiiin :))

Enough with the good news, now let's get back to the busy life of mine. Apart from the final exams, Im also now busy with the moving-out thingy. We have to clean (as in mop and sweep) the whole house and then start moving in our stuff. Oh, wrong consequences! We have to pack our stuff, clean the new house and move in our stuff! And we have to start survey-ing for a cheap washing machine, go to TM main centre (we want to bring along our internet wireless connection), find a place which provides lorry-renting service (together with the manpower service), yada yada yada~~ 

I really hope that my parents will come down to Ipoh this February 1st.. HUwaaaaaaa~!!! 

Chocolate chocolate

This is soooo random, but I love CHOCOLATE!! 

Now that you know it already, what are you waiting for? Go and grab one and give it to me......

Me wants choco chocolate.

Ferrero Rocher

Kinder Bueno

M&Ms

Toblerone

Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ;'(

Looking for a house to rent in Ipoh (Dec '10)

Me and my other 2 friends are LOOKING for a HOUSE to RENT around Ipoh...

(no man, we DONT intend to RENT ROOMS. we want the whole house on our own. yabeddabeddu)
(and yes, we are LOOKING for a house-to-let. we are NOT OFFERING one to you here, if u get me)
(and, oh, no more reminders)

me

friend #1

Aida

friend #1

Shahira

We are Unikl-RCMP students. So no worries! If anything happens, you landlord can certainly find us there. We are just in our second year. So basically we have 3 years more to spend in Ipoh -.-"

We love cooking (much tastier and at the same time we can save a lot) haha Wani, is this a Looking-for-a-house-to-rent ad or looking-for-a-candidate-to-marry ad? Ho yeah, my point here is that we would appreciate it if the house has such a wonderful, nice kitchen :))

We want a 2-3 bedroomed house with 1-2 bathroom(s).

Most importantly, the rental is NOT MORE than RM370 monthly (as we are just students) =.="

Non-furnished house will do as we have our own furniture eg. beds, fridge, washing machine, tv

We demand for a bathroom like this:

nope, just KIDDING. we dont mind how the toilet looks like, as long as the TILES ARE NOT TINY ONES LIKE THIS:

i repeat, we DONT WANT tiles like this in our bathroom. yucks =3

trust me, this is the only thing that we cant tolerate. huhu....

We dont mind even if the house is located at Bercham, Canning Garden, Farfaraway Land (eh, tipu), etc as we have cars. So, 20-minutes driving distance to Hospital Besar Ipoh/Kolej Perubatan Perak is no big deal to us. cewah. japgi aku jugak akan bebel kat blog sebab duit minyak mahal. bhahaha. but seriously dude, we are COOL with it ;p

So any landlords out there PLEASE, PLEASE respond to this ASAP as we need to move out from our current house by next February. 

THaNKs A BunCh yaw~

shoes hunting during year-end sale

WHO WANTS TO GIVE ME MONEY (LIKE A REALLY BIG SUM OF MONEY) COZ I SEEM TO HAVE NONE!!

THERE GOES MY YEAR-END SALE..

I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER!

ITS STRESSFUL WHEN I HAVE TO STOP MYSELF FROM TOUCHING THE SHOES ON THE 'NEW ARRIVALS' SHELVES AT SHOES BOUTIQUES......

LET ALONE THE FEELINGS THAT I HAVE WHENEVER I LAY MY EYES UPON MY SHOES RACK... THERE ARE NO NEW, I-JUST-BOUGHT-IT SHOES ANYMOREEEE. ALL IS OLD. SOBSOB.

I WANT TO SHOP!! 

I WANT TO GO FOR A SHOES-HUNTING..............................!!!!!!! 

BUT GOT NO MONEYYYY!!

DARN IT..     :-(

NO MONEY, NO TALK.... 

TALK IS CHEAP LA MANGKUK! U DUNNO HOW IT FEELS LIKE! HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!